Well, it's never easy to open up, it's never easy to put down that guard, it's never easy to accept yourself, except at some correct time, with some correct people, when it's just as fluent as it can be.
So to all the good listeners in my life,
This one is a thank you note for you, cause you have no idea how that cycle rides with you have given direction to my life, or how those hours-long chats have helped me vent out, and how these phone calls are still healing me from inside. The thing is this is a beautifully dangerous world, in which with every rose comes to a thorn, and with the comfort service of expressing your feelings or venting outcomes the cost of becoming more vulnerable and threat to be manipulated, but you are the one who stood by my side and guarded me against all that.
I am so glad to have all these morning talks, where we just talk about random stuff and experiences, it's never always about venting out but you my friend make me feel that I am not alone in my journey, and it's not like I need some solutions to my problems from your side but I so badly need to express what I feel and you are always there to understand them. And then there come the calls overnight, the after hours, when you just start with "Aur batao", and I slowly start to spit out every little detail of the day with how much it impacted over my soul. And slowly we shift from our personal stuff to the philosophical one and start our quest with questions like the purpose of life, I can feel the dizziness without even a single drop of alcohol and I just love that.
The thing is, I believe that you yourself also understand the importance of speaking and expressing out. You understand that to share and to talk is like a hand full of positivity and light to a person drowning in darkness, cause for a person drowning in darkness, the biggest fear is that they will be all alone and by listening to them you make them feel that they are not. I guess you understand it so well cause maybe somewhere you've also felt that urge to let everything out from your fist-sized heart.
And I think you understand that because you have gone through that and I don't know whether someone was there for you or not but believe me I am and I will be, whatever happens, I will listen to your stuff, and we can maybe we can do a bit of bitching together too. But I will be really glad to give a tight hug to your soul, whenever needed, whenever asked, and sometimes just randomly too.
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