You think deeply about the matters that get trivialized by others. You probably stay up late mulling over a petty fight that took place between you and your friend. A fight, long forgotten, by your friend who by now must have drifted off to sleep, leaves you to sulk all night. It takes you comparatively more time than your friends to get such small things off of your mind and move on.
When you, already late, are on the way to the office along with your friend and happen to spot an old lady struggling to cross the road, you immediately reach out to her and walk her safely to the other side. You helped her willingly in the face of strong opposition from your friend. You knew that you both are running behind time and so would surely be getting a good dressing down from your boss, yet you chose to stop midway through and help, as, unlike your friend you care and are a little too compassionate to be overlooking someone who’s in great need of help.
The betrayal smoothly makes its way to you when you unknowingly end up entangling threads of attachments in some wrong hands. Trusting anyone too soon and later regretting it makes you question your shattered heart as to why it is always in hurry.
All of this drives you to transform yourself on whole. You try hard to not be selfless anymore. You try hard to not trust anyone and everyone anymore. You try learning hard to eclipse everyone at work. You try hard to not overthink anymore. You try hard to not come close to anyone anymore. You try hard to not keep faith intact in kindness anymore.
Let me tell you, being too much hard on your heart won’t do any good. It would rather make matters worse by draining you out both emotionally and mentally. Instead, all you should do is set boundaries and don’t let anyone and everyone enter in. People who will understand you, will accept the mellow you, support you, stay with you, and care about you as passionately as you do. And those who will rather choose to mock you, backstab you, call you an emotional fool, and then abandon you eventually, you might as well turn your back on them.
You need to realize that you are not alone; you will find almost everyone around misty-eyed just like you. It is just that, that they do not expose their tender side, as they live under the false impression that today’s mentality perceives the revealing of this tender side as an act of weakness. However, you, despite this misconception, must remember at all times that one will never be a little too emotional or a little less practical to fit into modern times, for every dull and lifeless wall requires colours to appear bright and alive.
From someone as emotional as you all.
From someone as emotional as you all.
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